Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Lonely

I manage to work through and get it all done. As I look at the office all around me, no-one is there. The office is bare. It feels like a metaphor for my life. I really do feel quite lonely when I look at my life. But as I am not truly living a life I love, a great life, I really don't feel connected to anyone around me, let alone myself.

Sure I go out for Friday night drinks each week but it's the same old. The girls at work seem to pick up around me or have guys to go home to and I never seem to meet any great fab guy. Except a few loosers and desperates that come my way. I must have written on my head, 'send the left overs my way'. Why is it the guys I'm attracted to are never in to me and I always seem to get the loosers who are really just in to themselves. I must have done some seriously bad kharma stuff in my previous life to end up with the life I've got this time around.

Note to self... thers's something in this. If I never attract the guys I would love what am I really putting out there? What am I saying about me?

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